I am probably the ultimate contradiction i know. I'm smart but always do and say stupid stuff. I'm nice and cute but a BITCH.I'm patient but so impetuous. i have the highest self-esteem and the lowest in the same time. I'm mature but childish in almost everything. I'm thin but fat. I'm beautiful but ugly. I love myself and hate it, love the way I am but cant stand it. So my life is up and down all the time, just like everyone else but so unique.
that was what i thought i should write as the answer to WHO I AM? but looking at it after a while made me wonder is it ok to have all these contradictions in ones live. is it healthy? when i look at the world i only see contradiction, i dont see it as my friends say varieties or differences. i see that opposite to black there is white and to light there is dark and so on. so if the world is filled with such things maybe it is ok for me to be all that in one.
After that my mind takes me back again and i think, that is the world not a human being, so rules must be different. i look at people then and i see that one person can have some contradictions but not all. they have their minds set about certain things and they might have contradictions but not in the same time.
then i ask myself, am I normal or not? but the answer to this question as much as it does not make any sense, it makes perfect sense and has always been the same for me every time: I am the contrary of normal but not abnormal
that was what i thought i should write as the answer to WHO I AM? but looking at it after a while made me wonder is it ok to have all these contradictions in ones live. is it healthy? when i look at the world i only see contradiction, i dont see it as my friends say varieties or differences. i see that opposite to black there is white and to light there is dark and so on. so if the world is filled with such things maybe it is ok for me to be all that in one.
After that my mind takes me back again and i think, that is the world not a human being, so rules must be different. i look at people then and i see that one person can have some contradictions but not all. they have their minds set about certain things and they might have contradictions but not in the same time.
then i ask myself, am I normal or not? but the answer to this question as much as it does not make any sense, it makes perfect sense and has always been the same for me every time: I am the contrary of normal but not abnormal
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